Never thought I be writing one of these.....but time has a way of changing things....(in more ways then one) I guese I just need to write something and the only thing that comes to mind is how much life sucks........I mean prices are high on everything, jobs are getting harder to find(I'd have better luck finding a needle in the hay stack) people...well people are worse then just about anything else. Just how many can you walk up to and ask "Hello I was wondering do you know the meaning of honor? Do you know what duty is, or valor?" the answer.....one out every 300 if your lucky. What ever happened to the days when a handshake and a promise was all you ever needed or when honor meant something.......when chively was not just some code but was a way of life.............Theodore Roosevelt said "It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who erros and comes short again and again. Who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause. Who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement; and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat."
-("The Man in the Arena")

I don't know maybe I'm just looking for something that doesn't excist, or just something long scence lost to the passages of time....